Blocks

I am staring at a wall. The wall is staring back at me.

I think I built this wall, but there’s no way to say for sure.

I have convinced myself that something good lies in wait behind  that wall.

But what if the wall is just a wall and beyond lies the blackness of the night

Should I savour the inches between me and the wall?

Should I scale the wall?

Should I find a way to break the wall and end these doubts

Should I break the wall, will I have even more doubts?

I hate to say this, but I wake up before this is resolved and the wall(s) are now only in my head, where they go on forever.